Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Christ, I'm a Dick



Actually, worse than a dick. I threw a total freak-out tantrum aimed directly at somene who has done nothing but love and support me for years. And I am not a tantrum thrower. I am the most mellow, relaxed, everything-is-totally-cool-always person you could ever meet! But that is dangerous, because I actually get angry a lot, and then just swallow it down and it either turns into depression or builds and builds until it bursts out like wormy white pimple being popped and splattered all over the wrong person.
She claims to have accepted my apology but doesn't want to talk to me.
I don't know how to make it right.

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